In Search Of: A Shrink

I don't know what's wrong with me lately, but things haven't been good. Nothing is really "bad", per se, but I find myself getting so angry at absolutely nothing. I take everything to heart, even if it was just a silly joke.

I've been considering looking for a therapist, but it's so hard to find an English speaking one around here. Or they're too far. Or too expensive. But I'm getting to the point where I feel as if I really need to talk to someone. Someone, preferably who won't make me feel like shit about how I feel.

I guess I have a fantasy where I'll find my perfect therapist and suddenly everything will make sense and I will get answers to my questions about why I'm the way I am and why I'm so closed off to everything and everyone.

But that probably won't ever happen.